Testimony of Oscar Wilde
on Cross Examination
(April 3,1895)(Literary
Part)
Wilde was questioned on cross-examination by Queensberry's defense attorney, Edward Carson
Edward Carson--You stated that
your age was thirty-nine. I think you are over forty. You were
born on 16th October, 1854?
Oscar Wilde--I have no wish to
pose as being young. I am thirty-nine or forty. You have my
certificate and that settles the matter.
C--But being born in 1854 makes
you more than forty?
W--Ah! Very well
C--What age is Lord Alfred Douglas?
W--Lord Alfred Douglas is about
twenty-four, and was between twenty and twenty-one years of age when I
first knew him. Down to the time of the interview in Tite Street,
Lord Queensberry was friendly. I did not receive a letter on 3rd
April in which Lord Queensberry desired that my acquaintance with his son
should cease. After the interview I had no doubt that such was Lord
Queensberry's desire. Notwithstanding Lord Queensberry's protest,
my intimacy with Lord Alfred Douglas has continued down to the present
moment.
C-- You have stayed with him
at many places?
W--Yes.
C--At Oxford? Brighton
on several occasions? Worthing?
W--Yes.
C--And in various hotels in London?
W--Yes; at one in Albemarle Street,
and in Dover Street, and at the Savoy.
C--Did you ever take rooms yourself
in addition to your house in Tite Street?
W--Yes; at 10 and 11 St. James's
Place. I kept the rooms from the month of October, 1893, to the end
of March, 1894. Lord Alfred Douglas has stayed in those chambers,
which are not far from Piccadilly. I have been abroad with him several
times and even lately to Monte Carlo. With reference to the writings
which have been mentioned, it was not at Brighton, in 20 King's Road, that
I wrote my article for The Chameleon. I observed that there
were also contributions from Lord Alfred Douglas, but these were not written
at Brighton. I have seen them. I thought them exceedingly beautiful
poems. One was "In Praise of Shame" and the other "Two Loves."
C-- These loves. They were
two boys?
W--Yes.
C-- One boy calls his love "true
love," and the other boy calls his love "shame"?
W--Yes.
C-- Did you think that made any
improper suggestion?
W--No, none whatever.
C-- You read "The Priest and
the Acolyte"?
W--Yes.
C-- You have no doubt whatever
that that was an improper story?
W--From the literary point of
view it was highly improper. It is impossible for a man of literature
to judge it otherwise; by literature, meaning treatment, selection of subject,
and the like. I thought the treatment rotten and the subject rotten.
C--You are of opinion, I believe,
that there is no such thing as an immoral book?
W--Yes.
C--May I take it that you think
"The Priest and the Acolyte" was not immoral?
W--It was worse; it was badly
written.
C--Was not the story that of
a priest who fell in love with a boy who served him at the altar, and was
discovered by the rector in the priest's room, and a scandal arose?
W--I have read it only once,
in last November, and nothing will induce me to read it again. I
don't care for it. It doesn't interest me...
C--Do you think the story blasphemous?
W--I think it violated every
artistic canon of beauty.
C-- I wish to know whether you
thought the story blasphemous?
W--The story filled me with disgust.
The end was wrong.
C--Answer the question, sir.
Did you or did you not consider the story blasphemous?
W--I thought it disgusting.
C--I am satisfied with that.
You know that when the priest in the story administers poison to the boy,
he uses the words of the sacrament of the Church of England?
W--That I entirely forgot.
C--Do you consider that blasphemous?
W--I think it is horrible.
"Blasphemous" is not a word of mine.
[Carson then read from "The Priest and the Acolyte."]:
Just
before the consecration the priest took a tiny phial from the pocket of
his cassock, blessed it, and poured the contents into the chalice.
When
the time came for him to receive from the chalice, he raised it to his
lips, but did not taste of it.
He
administered the sacred wafer to the child, and then he took his hand;
he turned towards him; but when he saw the light in the beautiful face
he turned again to the crucifix with a low moan. For one instant
his courage failed him; then he turned to the little fellow again, and
held the chalice to his lips:
"The
Blood of our Lord Jesus Christ, which was shed for thee, preserve thy body
and soul unto everlasting life."
C--Do you approve of those words?
W—I think them disgusting, perfect
twaddle....I strongly objected to the whole story. I took no steps
to express disapproval of The Chameleon because I think it would
have been beneath my dignity as a man of letters to associate myself with
an Oxford undergraduate's productions. I am aware that the magazine
may have been circulated among the undergraduates of Oxford. I do
not believe that any book or work of art ever had any effect whatever on
morality.
C--Am I right in saying that
you do not consider the effect in creating morality or immorality? W—Certainly,
I do not.
C--So far as your works are concerned,
you pose as not being concerned about morality or immorality?
W—I do not know whether you use
the word "pose" in any particular sense.
C--It is a favorite word of your
own?
W—Is it? I have no pose
in this matter. In writing a play or a book, I am concerned entirely
with literature—that is, with art. I aim not at doing good or evil,
but in trying to make a thing that will have some quality of beauty.
C--Listen, sir. Here is
one of the "Phrases and Philosophies for the Use of the Young" which you
contributed: "Wickedness is a myth invented by good people to account for
the curious attractiveness of others." You think that true?
W—I rarely think that anything
I write is true.
C--Did you say "rarely"?
W--I said "rarely." I might have
said "never"—not true in the actual sense of the word.
C--"Religions die when they arc
proved to be true." Is that true?
W—Yes; I hold that. It
is a suggestion towards a philosophy of the absorption of religions by
science, but it is too big a question to go into now.
C--Do you think that was a safe
axiom to put forward for the philosophy of the young?
W--Most stimulating.
C--"If one tells the truth, one
is sure, sooner or later, to be found out"?
W—That is a pleasing paradox,
but I do not set very high store on it as an axiom.
C-- Is it good for the young?
W—Anything is good that stimulates
thought in whatever age.
C--Whether moral or immoral?
W—There is no such thing as morality
or immorality in thought. There is immoral emotion.
C--"Pleasure is thc only thing
one should live for"?
W—I think that the realization
of oneself is the prime aim of life, and to realize oneself through pleasure
is finer than to do so through pain. I am, on that point, entirely
on the side of the ancients—the Greeks. It is a pagan idea.
C--"A truth ceases to be true
when more than one person believes in it"?
W—Perfectly. That would
be my metaphysical definition of truth; something so personal that the
same truth could never be appreciated by two minds.
C--"The condition of perfection
is idleness: the aim of perfection is youth"?
W—Oh, yes; I think so.
Half of it is true. The life of contemplation is the highest life,
and so recognized by the philosopher.
C--"There is something tragic
about the enormous number of young men there are in England at the present
moment who start life with perfect profiles, and end by adopting some useful
profession"?
W—I should think that the young
have enough sense of humor.
C--You think that is humorous?
W—I think it is an amusing paradox,
an amusing play on words....
C--This is in your introduction
to Dorian Gray: "There is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book.
Books are well written, or badly written." That expresses your view?
W—My view on art, yes.
C--Then, I take it, that no matter
how immoral a book may be, if it is well written, it is, in your opinion,
a good book?
W—Yes, if it were well written
so as to produce a sense of beauty, which is the highest sense of which
a human being can be capable. If it were badly written, it would
produce a sense of disgust.
C--Then a well-written book putting
forward perverted moral views may be a good book?
W—No work of art ever puts forward
views. Views belong to people who are not artists.
C--A perverted novel might be
a good book?
W--I don't know what you mean
by a "perverted" novel.
C--Then I will suggest Dorian
Gray as open to the interpretation of being such a novel?
W--That could only be to brutes
and illiterates. The views of Philistines on art are incalculably
stupid.
C--An illiterate person reading
Dorian Gray might consider it such a novel?
W—The views of illiterates on
art are unaccountable. I am concerned only with my view of art.
I don't care twopence what other people think of it.
C--The majority of persons would
come under your definition of Philistines and illiterates?
W—I have found wonderful exceptions.
C--Do you think that the majority
of people live up to the position you are giving us?
W—I am afraid they are not cultivated
enough.
C--Not cultivated enough to draw
the distinction between a good book and a bad book? W—Certainly
not.
C--The affection and love of
the artist of Dorian Gray might lead an ordinary individual to believe
that it might have a certain tendency?
W—I have no knowledge of the
views of ordinary individuals.
C--You did not prevent the ordinary
individual from buying your book?
W—I have never discouraged him.
[Carson read from The Picture of Dorian Gray, in which the painter Basil Hallward describes to Lord Henry Wooton his first meetings with Dorian Gray.]:
". . . The story is simply this. Two months ago I went to a
crush at Lady Brandon's. You know we poor painters have to show ourselves
in society from time to time, just to remind the public that we are not
Savages. With an evening coat and a white tie, as you told me once,
anybody, even a stockbroker, can gain a reputation for being civilized.
Well, after I had been in the room about ten minutes, talking to huge overdressed
dowagers and tedious Academicians, I suddenly became conscious that some
one was looking at me. I turned half-way round, and saw Dorian Gray
for the first time. When our eyes met, I felt that I was growing
pale. A curious instinct of terror came over me. I knew that
I had come face to face with some one whose mere personality was so fascinating
that, if I allowed it to do so, it would absorb my whole nature, my whole
soul, my very art itself. I did not want any external influence in
my life. You know yourself, Harry, how independent I am by nature.
My father destined me for the army. I insisted on going to Oxford.
Then he made me enter my name at the Middle Temple. Before I had
eaten half a dozen dinners I gave up the Bar, and announced my intention
of becoming a painter. I have always been my own master; had at least
always been so, till I met Dorian Gray. Then--but I don't know how
to explain it to you. Something seemed to tell me that I was on the
verge of a terrible crisis in my life. I had a strange feeling that
Fate had in store for me exquisite joys and exquisite sorrows. I
knew that if I spoke to Dorian I would become absolutely devoted to him,
and that I ought not to speak to him. I grew afraid, and turned to
quit the room. It was not conscience that made me do so: it was cowardice.
I take no credit to myself for trying to escape."
"Conscience and cowardice are really the same things, Basil. Conscience
is the trade-name of the firm. That is all."
"I don't believe
that, Harry. However, whatever was my motive-and it may have been
pride, for I used to be very proud-I certainly struggled to the door.
There, of course, I stumbled against Lady Brandon. 'You are not going
to run away so soon, Mr. Hallward?' she screamed out. You know her
shrill horrid voice?"
"Yes, she is a peacock
in everything but beauty," said Lord Henry, pulling the daisy to bits with
his long, nervous fingers.
"I could not get
rid of her. She brought me up to Royalties, and people with Stars
and Garters, and elderly ladies with gigantic tiaras and hooked noses.
She spoke of me as her dearest friend. I had only met her once before,
but she took it into her head to lionize me. I believe some picture
of mine had made a great success at the time, at least had been chattered
about in the penny newspapers, which is the nineteenth-century standard
of immortality. Suddenly I found myself face to face with the young
man whose personality had so strangely stirred me. We were quite
close, almost touching. Our eyes met again. It was mad of me,
but I asked Lady Brandon to introduce me to him. Perhaps it was not
so mad, after all. It was simply inevitable. We would have
spoken to each other without introduction. I am sure of that.
Dorian told me so afterwards. He, too, felt that we were destined
to know each other."
". . . Tell me more about Dorian Gray. . How often do you see him?"
"Every day. I couldn't
be happy if I didn't see him every day. Of course sometimes it is
only for a few minutes. But a few minutes with somebody one worships
means a great deal."
"But you don't really worship him?"
"I do."
"How extraordinary!
I thought you would never care for anything but your painting--your art,
I should say. Art sounds better, doesn't it?"
"He is all my art
to me now. I sometimes think, Harry, that there are only two eras
of any importance in the history of the world. The first is the appearance
of a new medium for art, and the second is the appearance of a new personality
for art also. What the invention of oil-painting was to the Venetians,
the face of Antino?s was to late Greek sculpture, and the face of Dorian
Gray will some day be to me. It is not merely that I paint from him,
draw from him, model from him. Of course I have done all that.
He has stood as Paris in dainty armour, and as Adonis with huntsman's cloak
and polished boar-spear. Crowned with heavy lotus-blossoms, he has
sat on the prow of Adrian's barge, looking into the green, turbid Nile.
He has leaned over the still pool of some Greek woodland, and seen in the
water's silent silver the wonder of his own beauty. But he is much
more to me than that. I won't tell you that I am dissatisfied with
what I have done of him, or that his beauty is such that art cannot express
it. There is nothing that art cannot express, and I know that the
work I have done since I met Dorian Gray is good work, is the best work
of my life. But in some curious way—I wonder will you understand
me? —his personality has suggested to me an entirely new manner in art,
an entirely new mode of style. I see things differently, I think
of them differently. I can now recreate life in a way that was hidden
from me before. 'A dream of form in days of thought'—who is it who
says that? I forget, but it is what Dorian Gray has been to me.
The merely visible presence of this lad-for he seems to me little more
than a lad, though he is really over twenty—his merely visible presence—ah!
I wonder can you realize all that that means? Unconsciously he defines
for me the lines of a fresh school, a school that is to have in itself
all the passion of the romantic spirit, all the perfection of the spirit
that is Greek. The harmony of soul and body—how much that is!
We in our madness have separated the two, and have invented a realism that
is bestial, an ideality that is void. Harry! Harry! if you
only knew what Dorian Gray is to me! You remember that landscape
of mine, for which Agnew offered me such a huge price, but which I would
not part with? It is one of the best things I have ever done.
And why is it so? Because, while I was painting it, Dorian Gray sat
beside me."
"Basil, this is
quite wonderful! I must see Dorian Gray."
C--Now I ask you, Mr. Wilde, do
you consider that that description of the feeling of one man towards a
youth just grown up was a proper or an improper feeling?
W—I think it is the most perfect
description of what an artist would feel on meeting a beautiful personality
that was in some way necessary to his art and life.
C--You think that is a feeling
a young man should have towards another?
W—Yes, as an artist.
[Carson continued reading from the book.]
"Let us sit down, Dorian,"
said Hallward, looking pale and pained. "Let us sit down. I
will sit in the shadow, and you shall sit in the sunlight. Our lives
are like that. Just answer me one question. Have you noticed
in the picture something that you did not like? —something that probably
at first did not strike you, but that revealed itself to you suddenly?"
"Basil!" cried the
lad, clutching the arms of his chair with trembling hands, and gazing at
him with wild, startled eyes.
"I see you did.
Don't speak. Wait till you hear what I have to say. It is quite
true that I have worshipped you with far more romance of feeling than a
man usually gives to a friend. Somehow, I have never loved a woman.
I suppose I never had time. Perhaps, as Harry says, a really 'grande
passion' is the privilege of those who have nothing to do, and that is
the use of the idle classes in a country. Well, from the moment I
met you, your personality had the most extraordinary influence over me.
I quite admit that I adored you madly, extravagantly, absurdly. I
was jealous of every one to whom you spoke. I wanted to have you
all to myself. I was only happy when I was with you. When I
was away from you, you were still present in my art. It was all wrong
and foolish. It is all wrong and foolish still. Of course I
never let you know anything about this. It would have been impossible.
You would not have understood it; I did not understand it myself.
One day I determined to paint a wonderful portrait of you. It was
to have been my masterpiece. It is my masterpiece. But, as
I worked at it, every flake and film of colour seemed to me to reveal my
secret. I grew afraid that the world would know of my idolatry.
I felt, Dorian, that I had told too much. Then, it was that I resolved
never to allow the picture to be exhibited. You were a little annoyed;
but then you did not realize all that it meant to me. Harry, to whom
I talked about it, laughed at me. But I did not mind that.
When the picture was finished, and I -sat alone with it, I felt that I
was right. Well, after a few days the portrait left my studio, and
as soon as I had got rid of the intolerable fascination of its presence
it seemed to me that I had been foolish in imagining that I had said anything
in it, more than that you were extremely goodlooking and that I could paint.
Even now I cannot help feeling that it is a mistake to think that the passion
one feels in creation is ever really shown in the work one creates.
Art is more abstract than we fancy. Form and colour tell us of form
and colour—that is all. It often seems to me that art conceals the
artist far more completely than it ever reveals him. And so when
I got this offer from Paris I determined to make your portrait the principal
thing in my exhibition. It never occurred to me that you would refuse.
I see now that you were right. The picture must not be shown.
You must not be angry with me, Dorian, for what I have told you. As I said
to Harry, once, you are made to be worshipped."
C—Do you mean to say that that
passage describes the natural feeling of one man towards another?
W—It would be the influence produced
by a beautiful personality.
C--A beautiful person?
W—I said a "beautiful personality."
You can describe it as you like. Dorian Gray's was a most remarkable
personality.
C--May I take it that you, as
an artist, have never known the feeling described here?
W—I have never allowed any personality
to dominate my art.
C--Then you have never known
the feeling you described?
W—No. It is a work of fiction.
C--So far as you are concerned
you have no experience as to its being a natural feeling?
W—I think it is perfectly natural
for any artist to admire intensely and love a young man. It is an
incident in the life of almost every artist.
C--But let us go over it phrase
by phrase. "I quite admit that I adored you madly." What do you say
to that? Have you ever adored a young man madly?
W—No, not madly; I prefer love-that
is a higher form.
C--Never mind about that.
Let us keep down to the level we are at now?
W—I have never given adoration
to anybody except myself. (Loud laughter.)
C--I suppose you think that a
very smart thing?
W—Not at all.
C--Then you have never had that
feeling?
W—No. The whole idea was
borrowed from Shakespeare, I regret to say—yes, from Shakespeare's sonnets.
C--I believe you have written
an article to show that Shakespeare's sonnets were suggestive of unnatural
vice?
W—On the contrary I have written
an article to show that they are not." I objected to such a perversion
being put upon Shakespeare.
C--"I have adored you extravagantly"?—Do
you mean financially?
W--Oh, yes, financially!
C--Do you think we are talking
about finance?
W—I don't know what you are talking
about.
C--Don't you? Well, I hope
I shall make myself very plain before I have done. "I was jealous
of every one to whom you spoke." Have you ever been jealous of a
young man?
W—Never in my life.
C--"I wanted to have you all
to myself." Did you ever have that feeling?
W—No; I should consider it an
intense nuisance, an intense bore.
C--"I grew afraid that the world
would know of my idolatry." Why should he grow afraid that the world
should know of it?
W--Because there are people in
the world who cannot understand the intense devotion, affection, and admiration
that an artist can feel for a wonderful and beautiful personality.
These are the conditions under which we live. I regret them.
C--These unfortunate people,
that have not the high understanding that you have, might put it down to
something wrong?
W--Undoubtedly; to any point
they chose. I am not concerned with the ignorance of others....
[Carson continued reading from The Picture of Dorian Gray.]
". . . I think it right
that you should know that the most dreadful things are being said about
you in London—things that I could hardly repeat to you."
"I don't wish to know
anything about them. I love scandals about other people, but scandals
about myself don't interest me. They have not got the charm of novelty."
"They must interest you,
Dorian. Every gentleman is interested in his good name. You
don't want people to talk of you as something vile and degraded.
Of course you have your position, and your wealth, and all that kind of
thing. But position and wealth are not everything. Mind you,
I don't believe these rumours at all. At least, I can't believe them
when I see you. Sin is a thing that writes itself across a man's
face. It cannot be concealed. People talk of secret vices.
There are no such things as secret vices. If a wretched man has a
vice, it shows itself in the lines of his mouth, the droop of his eyelids,
the moulding of his hands even. Somebody—I won't mention his name,
but you know him—came to me last year to have his portrait done.
I had never seen him before, and had never heard anything about him at
the time, though I have heard a good deal since. He offered an extravagant
price. I refused him. There was something in the shape of his
fingers that I hated. I know now that I was quite right in what I
fancied about him. His life is dreadful. But you, Dorian, with
your pure, bright, innocent face, and your marvellous untroubled youth—I
can't believe anything against you. And yet I see you very seldom,
and you never come down to the studio now, and when I am away from you,
and I hear all these hideous things that people are whispering about you,
I don't know what to say. Why is it, Dorian, that a man like the
Duke of Berwick leaves the room of a club when you enter it? Why
is it that so many gentlemen in London will neither go to your house nor
invite you to theirs? You used to be a friend of Lord Cawdor.
I met him at dinner last week. Your name happened to come up in conversation,
in connexion with the miniatures you have lent to the exhibition at the
Dudley. Cawdor curled his lip, and said that you might have the most
artistic tastes, but that you were a man whom no pure-minded girl should
be allowed to know, and whom no chaste woman should sit in the same room
with. I reminded him that I was a friend of yours, and asked him
what he meant. He told me. He told me right out before everybody.
It was horrible! Why is your friendship so fateful to young men?
There was that wretched boy in the Guards who committed suicide.
You were his great friend. There was Sir Henry Ashton, who had to
leave England with a tarnished name. You and he were inseparable.
What about Adrian Singleton, and his dreadful end? What about Lord
Kent's only son, and his career? I met his father yesterday in St.
James Street. He seemed broken with shame and sorrow. What
about the young Duke of Perth? What sort of life has he got now?
What gentleman would associate with him? Dorian, Dorian, your reputation
is infamous. . . ."
C—Does not this passage suggest
a charge of unnatural vice?
W—It describes Dorian Gray as
a man of very corrupt influence, though there is no statement as to the
nature of the influence. But as a matter of fact I do not think that
one person influences another, nor do I think there is any bad influence
in the world.
C--A man never corrupts a youth?
W—I think not.
C--Nothing could corrupt him?
W—If you are talking of separate
ages.
C--No, sir, I am talking common
sense.
W--I do not think one person
influences another.
C--You don't think that flattering
a young man, making love to him, in fact, would be likely to corrupt him?
W—No.
C--Where was Lord Alfred Douglas
staying when you wrote that letter to him?
W—At the Savoy; and I was at
Babbacombe, near Torquay.
C--It was a letter in answer
to something he had sent you?
W—Yes, a poem.
C--Why should a man of your age
address a boy nearly twenty years younger as "My own boy"?
W—I was fond of him. I
have always been fond of him.
C--Do you adore him?
W—No, but I have always liked
him. I think it is a beautiful letter. It is a poem.
I was not writing an ordinary letter. You might as well cross-examine
me as to whether King Lear or a sonnet of Shakespeare was proper.
C--Apart from art, Mr. Wilde?
W—I cannot answer apart from
art.
C--Suppose a man who was not
an artist had written this letter, would you say it was a proper letter?
W—A man who was not. an artist
could not have written that letter.
C--Why?
W—Because nobody but an artist
could write it. He certainly could not write the language unless
he were a man of letters.
C--I can suggest, for the sake
of your reputation, that there is nothing very wonderful in this "red rose-leaf
lips of yours"?
W—A great deal depends on the
way it is read.
C--"Your slim gilt soul walks
between passion and poetry." Is that a beautiful phrase?
W—Not as you read it, Mr. Carson.
You read it very badly.
C--I do not profess to be an
artist; and when I hear you give evidence, I am glad I am not—
Sir Edward Clarke—I don't think
my friend should talk like that. (To witness) Pray, do not
criticize my friend's reading again.
C—Is that not an exceptional
letter?
W—It is unique, I should say.
C--Was that the ordinary way
in which you carried on your correspondence?
W—No; but I have often written
to Lord Alfred Douglas, though I never wrote to another young man in the
same way.
C--Have you often written letters
in the same style as this?
W—I don't repeat myself in style.
C--Here is another letter which
I believe you also wrote to Lord Alfred Douglas. Will you read it?
W—No;
I decline. I don't see why I should.
C--Then I will.
Savoy Hotel,
Victoria Embankment, London.
Dearest of all Boys,
Your letter was delightful, red and yellow wine to me; but I am sad and
out of sorts. Bosie, you must not make scenes with me. They
kill me, they wreck the loveliness of life. I cannot see you, so
Greek and gracious, distorted with passion. I cannot listen to your
curved lips saying hideous things to me. I would sooner—than have
you bitter, unjust, hating. . . . I must see you soon. You are the
divine thing I want, the thing of grace and beauty; but I don't know how
to do it. Shall I come to Salisbury? My bill here, is £49
for a week. I have also got a new sitting-room. . . . Why are you
not here, my dear, my wonderful boy? I fear I must leave-no money,
no credit, and a heart of lead.
YOUR OWN OSCAR.
C—Is that an ordinary letter?
W—Everything I write is extraordinary.
I do not pose as being ordinary, great heavens! Ask me any question
you like about it.
C--Is it the kind of letter a
man writes to another?
W—It was a tender expression
of my great admiration for Lord Alfred Douglas. It was not, like
the other, a prose poem.